It’s been almost two months since I was released from the hospital after having a near death experience with Covid pneumonia. And since, I’ve been hitting the ground running trying to get back the last three years of my life and organizing it.
The process of trying…
I’ve been struggling with tapping into my creativity especially when it comes to my personal brand.
What should I do? Should I blog? Do I want to get back into modeling? Should I focus solely on my Non-Profit organization? I ask myself these questions and sometimes I feel stuck.
The process of trying…
Getting pregnant. Rebuilding broken relationships. Letting go and moving forward.
The process of trying…
Understanding grief. Understanding that everything happens for a reason. Understanding that I need rest.
Since getting out of the hospital, I made a vow to myself. That vow was to start living again. But, it’s been a trying process. And I haven’t allowed myself time to rest because I am fearful that I will get stuck again.
I’m still healing not just physically, but emotionally, because it’s been an emotionally draining year.
I wish I could better explain, express or put into words exactly what I feel but at the moment this is all I have.
I am trying to get back into blogging more, sharing my thoughts and life journey. It’s a process and even though I am tired. I’m gonna still keep trying.
